{"id":2035,"date":"2013-05-05T14:51:48","date_gmt":"2013-05-05T19:51:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/?p=2035"},"modified":"2015-07-10T14:16:02","modified_gmt":"2015-07-10T12:16:02","slug":"sen-olurken","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/sen-olurken\/","title":{"rendered":"Sen \u00f6l\u00fcrken"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Ge\u00e7en yaz ba\u015f\u0131nda en sevdi\u011fim Goya kitab\u0131n\u0131n yazar\u0131 olan Avustralyal\u0131 sanat tarih\u00e7isi Robert Hughes’un b\u00fct\u00fcn kitaplar\u0131n\u0131 okumaya bir kere daha karar verdim. Bu, bu karar\u0131 son be\u015f sene i\u00e7inde d\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc ya da be\u015finci kez veri\u015fim oldu\u011fundan, uygulamaya ge\u00e7meyi \u00e7ok \u00f6nemsedim ve ayn\u0131 g\u00fcn Hughes’un Roma’y\u0131 anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ad\u0131ndan kesinlikle anla\u015f\u0131lamayan Rome<\/em><\/a> isimli kitab\u0131n\u0131 sat\u0131n ald\u0131m. Kitab\u0131 g\u00fcne\u015fli bir g\u00fcnde, s\u0131caktan ustal\u0131kla ka\u00e7arak ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m b\u00fcy\u00fck a\u011fa\u00e7larla kapl\u0131 mahalle park\u0131m\u0131zda okumaya ba\u015flad\u0131m ve yaz boyunca okumaya devam ettim.<\/p>\n

Bu kitap, Hughes’la ilgili \u00f6nyarg\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131n peki\u015fmesini de sa\u011flad\u0131. Yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 makalelerdeki kat\u0131lmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m fikirlerinde bile beni g\u00fcl\u00fcmseten bu adamla tan\u0131\u015f\u0131p g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fsek \u00e7ok e\u011flenebilece\u011fimizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Hughes, bana tak\u0131lmas\u0131ndan zevk alaca\u011f\u0131m o nadir insanlardan biriydi.<\/p>\n

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Kitab\u0131 bahane ederek gitti\u011fim Roma’da, bir Campo di Fiori ak\u015fam \u00fcst\u00fcnde, \u00e7a\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6re cesur ve ayk\u0131r\u0131 fikirlerini y\u00fcksek sesle dile getirdi\u011fi i\u00e7in bu meydanda yak\u0131larak susturulan Giordano Bruno<\/a>‘nun heykelinin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda otururken akl\u0131ma gene Hughes geldi. Bruno’nun g\u00f6lgeledi\u011fi o meydanda herkes mutluydu, g\u00fcl\u00fcyordu, e\u011fleniyordu. Oysa ne diyordu Hughes:<\/p>\n

“The Campo di Fiori with its statue of Giordino Bruno, has been holy ground to me ever since I first encountered it, in ignorance, and I seldom fail to visit it and reflect on what it represents.”<\/span><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Ben bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelere dalm\u0131\u015fken, yan taraf\u0131mda oturan Amerikal\u0131 k\u0131z panikle \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark etti. O kadar \u00fczg\u00fcn ve \u00e7aresizdi ki “L\u00fctfen \u00fcz\u00fclme. Bu meydanda bir \u00e7antan\u0131n \u00e7al\u0131nmas\u0131ndan \u00e7ok daha korkun\u00e7 su\u00e7lar i\u015flendi.” demeye cesaret edemedim. Ben edemedim ama biliyordum ki Hughes olsayd\u0131 ederdi.<\/p>\n

Son olarak, Londra’da a\u00e7\u0131lan Damien Hirst sergisini ziyaret etti\u011fimde akl\u0131mda yine Hughes vard\u0131. Hirst hakk\u0131nda “B\u00f6ylesine az yetenek ve bu kadar \u00e7ok paran\u0131n birlikte ortaya \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131klar\u0131na inanam\u0131yorum<\/a>\u201d ve “Bir koleksiyonda Hirst’\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131, zevk yoksunlu\u011funun mutlak bir i\u015faretidir” gibi yorumlar\u0131 olan yazarla sergiyi dola\u015fman\u0131n nas\u0131l bir \u015fey olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hayal etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. En b\u00fcy\u00fck s\u00fcrpriz ise sergi sebebiyle a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f d\u00fckkandayd\u0131. T\u00fcm o Hirst hediyelik e\u015fyalar\u0131 ve kitaplar\u0131n\u0131n ortas\u0131na Hughes’un me\u015fhur kitab\u0131 The Shock of the New<\/em><\/a>‘inin yerle\u015ftirilmesi bence \u0130ngiliz mizah\u0131na nefis bir \u00f6rnek olmu\u015ftu. Bunu komik bulan ba\u015fkalar\u0131 da var m\u0131 diye \u00e7evreme bak\u0131nd\u0131m ama g\u00f6remedim. Hughes ile arkada\u015f olmu\u015f olsak o anda onu aramak ne kadar zevkli olacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yaz sonunda, mevsimi ne kadar da Robert Hughes dolu ge\u00e7irdi\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmem bana yazar\u0131n yeni i\u015fler yap\u0131p yapmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 merak ettirdi. Internet’ten ad\u0131n\u0131 aratt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda \u00e7ok ama \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcc\u00fc bir haberle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131m. Hughes, 6 A\u011fustos’ta uzun s\u00fcredir bo\u011fu\u015ftu\u011fu \u00f6l\u00fcme yenik d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Beni birazc\u0131k tan\u0131yanlar, \u00f6lenlerin ard\u0131ndan durumu ki\u015fiselle\u015ftirerek gereksiz pay \u00e7\u0131karan insanlardan ho\u015flanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 da bilirler. Ama yine de ben g\u00fcnlerimi bu kadar Hughes ile dolu, hayal d\u00fcnyamda onunla \u015fakala\u015f\u0131p e\u011flenerek ge\u00e7irirken, onun \u00f6l\u00fcyor oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmekten kendimi alam\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n

Robert Hughes, ac\u0131 i\u00e7inde, sessizce \u00f6l\u00fcrken ben onun kitaplar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zden ge\u00e7iriyor, Rome<\/em>‘un bana ula\u015fmas\u0131na seviniyor, parkta kitab\u0131 okuyor, kitab\u0131n pe\u015fine tak\u0131l\u0131p \u015fehri ziyaret ediyor, bir sergiyi Hughes’la gezdi\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015fl\u00fcyor ve hayal d\u00fcnyamda onunla \u015fakala\u015f\u0131yordum. Ne tuhaf de\u011fil mi?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ge\u00e7en yaz ba\u015f\u0131nda en sevdi\u011fim Goya kitab\u0131n\u0131n yazar\u0131 olan Avustralyal\u0131 sanat tarih\u00e7isi Robert Hughes’un b\u00fct\u00fcn kitaplar\u0131n\u0131 okumaya bir kere daha karar verdim. Bu, bu karar\u0131 son be\u015f sene i\u00e7inde d\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc ya da be\u015finci kez veri\u015fim oldu\u011fundan, uygulamaya ge\u00e7meyi \u00e7ok \u00f6nemsedim ve ayn\u0131 g\u00fcn Hughes’un Roma’y\u0131 anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ad\u0131ndan kesinlikle anla\u015f\u0131lamayan Rome isimli kitab\u0131n\u0131 sat\u0131n ald\u0131m. Kitab\u0131 g\u00fcne\u015fli bir g\u00fcnde, s\u0131caktan ustal\u0131kla ka\u00e7arak ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m b\u00fcy\u00fck a\u011fa\u00e7larla kapl\u0131 mahalle park\u0131m\u0131zda okumaya ba\u015flad\u0131m ve yaz boyunca okumaya devam ettim. Bu kitap, Hughes’la ilgili \u00f6nyarg\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131n peki\u015fmesini de sa\u011flad\u0131. Yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 makalelerdeki kat\u0131lmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m fikirlerinde bile beni g\u00fcl\u00fcmseten bu adamla tan\u0131\u015f\u0131p g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fsek \u00e7ok e\u011flenebilece\u011fimizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Hughes, bana tak\u0131lmas\u0131ndan zevk alaca\u011f\u0131m o nadir insanlardan biriydi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":2036,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[16],"tags":[473,343,471,472],"post_mailing_queue_ids":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2035"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2035"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2035\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3580,"href":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2035\/revisions\/3580"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2036"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2035"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2035"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2035"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}