{"id":462,"date":"2010-03-05T14:08:06","date_gmt":"2010-03-05T19:08:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/?p=462"},"modified":"2015-07-29T08:51:35","modified_gmt":"2015-07-29T06:51:35","slug":"7-hafta-salinger-ve-ergen-konusma-agzi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/7-hafta-salinger-ve-ergen-konusma-agzi\/","title":{"rendered":"7. hafta: Salinger ve ergen konu\u015fma a\u011fz\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"

Diyece\u011fim, bunca okuldan bunca yerden ayr\u0131ld\u0131m da bir kez olsun ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 anlayamad\u0131m. Tiksinirim bundan. Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u00fc ya da k\u00f6t\u00fc olmas\u0131 umurumda de\u011fil, ama bir yerden ayr\u0131ld\u0131m m\u0131 oradan ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmeliyim. Bilmezseniz, daha \u00e7ok koyar insana. <\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

J.D. Salinger ile tan\u0131\u015fmama size daha \u00f6nce de bahsetti\u011fim derginin<\/a> ilk say\u0131s\u0131 vesile olmu\u015ftu. Pek \u00e7o\u011funuzun aksine yazar\u0131n ilk okudu\u011fum kitab\u0131 The Catcher in the Rye<\/a> <\/em>de\u011fil, dergide yeni \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in reklam\u0131 yap\u0131lan Dokuz \u00d6yk\u00fc<\/em>‘<\/a>yd\u00fc. Bu haftaki okumalar i\u00e7in elimdeki Salinger k\u00fclliyat\u0131n\u0131 tekrar ortaya d\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde hat\u0131rlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m detaylar ortaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. \u00d6rne\u011fin kitab\u0131 Zonguldak’taki Gen\u00e7ler Sahaf isimli bir d\u00fckkandan alm\u0131\u015f\u0131m (Dokuz \u00d6yk\u00fc<\/em>‘n\u00fcn i\u00e7inden kitab\u0131n reklam\u0131n\u0131n oldu\u011fu bir ayra\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. \u00dczerine kocaman harflerle “Zonguldak Hat\u0131ras\u0131” yazm\u0131\u015f\u0131m). O g\u00fcnleri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde \u015fehri ziyaret etmi\u015f olmam garip gelmedi. Ama ayn\u0131 \u015feyi bu kitab\u0131 oradan alm\u0131\u015f olmam i\u00e7in s\u00f6yleyemeyece\u011fim. \u015eimdi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum da Salinger’\u0131n bendeki ilk intibas\u0131 “deh\u015fetli” bir be\u011feni olmu\u015f olmal\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Dokuz \u00d6yk\u00fc<\/em>‘y\u00fc Burcu’ya okumas\u0131 i\u00e7in verdi\u011fimi hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. Burcu o g\u00fcnlerini Asimov d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda kaybolarak ge\u00e7iren bir arkada\u015f\u0131md\u0131 ve \u00fcnl\u00fc bilimkurgu kitaplar\u0131n\u0131 ke\u015ffetmekle me\u015fgul bu gence t\u00fcr\u00fc bilimkurgu olmayan bir kitab\u0131 okumas\u0131 i\u00e7in tavsiye (ve muhtemelen \u0131srar) ediyorsam o kitaba “a\u015f\u0131r\u0131 derecede” g\u00fcveniyor olmam gerekiyordu.<\/p>\n

Sonras\u0131nda, o g\u00fcnlerimde taklit etti\u011fim kuzenimin kitaplar\u0131 aras\u0131nda G\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00e7elen<\/em>‘i bulmu\u015f ve tan\u0131d\u0131k bir yazarla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fman\u0131n verdi\u011fi sevin\u00e7le okumu\u015ftum roman\u0131. Di\u011fer eserlerini nerede ve nas\u0131l okudu\u011fumu hat\u0131rlamasam da 20 ya\u015f\u0131mdan \u00f6nce Salinger’lar\u0131 bitirdi\u011fime eminim. Birka\u00e7 sene evvel, bir anda hissetti\u011fim bir co\u015fkuyla The Catcher in the Rye<\/em>‘\u0131 bir kere daha elime alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Asl\u0131na bakacak olursan\u0131z Salinger arada bir geri d\u00f6n\u00fcp tekrar tekrar okuyabilece\u011finiz \u00f6yk\u00fcler anlatm\u0131\u015f hep.<\/p>\n

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Salinger’\u0131n kendi se\u00e7imi olan erken inzivas\u0131 ve az say\u0131daki yay\u0131nlanm\u0131\u015f eserinin aram\u0131za bir mesafe koydu\u011funu yalanlayacak de\u011filim. Gene de ya\u015fam\u0131m\u0131n farkl\u0131 zamanlar\u0131nda Salingervari \u015feylerden ho\u015flanmaktan geri durmad\u0131m. Igby Goes Down<\/a>‘u \u015fevkle izlememin ya da daha birka\u00e7 sene \u00f6nce hem Na\u00efve.Super<\/a>‘i hem de The perks of Being a Wallflower<\/a>‘\u0131 size tavsiye etmemin tek sebebinin Salinger tarz\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlat\u0131c\u0131 \u015feylere duydu\u011fum ilgi oldu\u011fu bir ger\u00e7ek (En sevdi\u011fim Bernie Rhodenbarr<\/a> maceras\u0131n\u0131n The Burglar in the Rye<\/em><\/a> olmas\u0131 da sadece Lawrence Block’\u0131n yaz\u0131nsal ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131 olmasa gerek). Yazar\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm haberini ald\u0131\u011f\u0131mda hissetti\u011fim duygu ise sevgiyle kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k sayg\u0131 duydu\u011fum uzak bir tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda hissedebilece\u011fim buruk bir k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131k oldu. Salinger, yazd\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 art\u0131k okuyucusuyla payla\u015fmamaya karar vermesiyle bir sonraki kitab\u0131n\u0131 heyecanla bekledi\u011fin, bilerek ya da bilmeden ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n dergilerde yeni hik\u00e2yesini g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde sevindi\u011fin, makalelerini senin kadar onu sevdi\u011fini bildiklerinle payla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n, herhangi bir g\u00fcncel olay hakk\u0131nda kula\u011f\u0131na bir c\u00fcmlesi \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi\u011fin, \u00f6nemsiz oldu\u011funu bilmene ra\u011fmen ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6d\u00fclleri kimseye \u00e7akt\u0131rmadan alk\u0131\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n insan olmamay\u0131 tercih etmi\u015fti. Salinger, tamamen tek tarafl\u0131 olarak y\u0131llar y\u0131llar \u00f6nce “\u015eu bizim Salinger” olmamay\u0131 se\u00e7mi\u015fti. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc, kontrol\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda da olsa seneler sonra kendisiyle ilgili okuruyla payla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 yepyeni bir \u015fey oldu. \u00c7\u0131kart\u0131lan tantanan\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde bunun da etkisi oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. Okuyucusu giderayak onun istemedi\u011fi o stat\u00fcy\u00fc -\u015eu bizim Salingerl\u0131\u011f\u0131- yazara geri vermeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bence ba\u015faramad\u0131, bundan sonra ya\u015fanacaklar da yazar\u0131n yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 Salinger yoksunlu\u011funu de\u011fi\u015ftiremeyecek.<\/p>\n

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Biraz da “Teenage Skaz”dan bahsederek bu haftay\u0131 tamamlamak isterim. Rus\u00e7a k\u00f6kenli bir kelime olan skaz<\/a> birinci tekil \u015fahs\u0131n olaylar\u0131 yaz\u0131 dilinden ziyade konu\u015fma diliyle anlatmas\u0131 manas\u0131na geliyor. Bu tarzda yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f romanlar\u0131n bir di\u011fer ay\u0131rt edici \u00f6zelli\u011fi ise anlat\u0131c\u0131n\u0131n kendisinden “ben” diye bahsederken okuyucusuna “sen” diye seslenmesidir. Lodge, ABD’li yazarlar\u0131n skaz’\u0131 \u0130ngiliz ve Avrupa edebiyat gelene\u011finden ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f yolu olarak kulland\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015f. Bunu ilk yapan da Huckleberry Finn<\/a> ile Mark Twain olmu\u015f. Huck Finn’in miras\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 olan Holden Caulfield<\/a>‘\u0131n roman boyunca s\u00fcrd\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc anlat\u0131m tarz\u0131na bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda s\u0131k s\u0131k tekrarlar yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, duygular\u0131n\u0131 gen\u00e7lere \u00f6zg\u00fc abart\u0131l\u0131 s\u0131fatlarla ifade etti\u011fini, k\u0131sa ve tamamlanmam\u0131\u015f c\u00fcmleler kurdu\u011funu, konu\u015furken yap\u0131labilecek dilbilgisi hatalar\u0131na s\u0131k s\u0131k d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rebiliyoruz. Salinger’\u0131n kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu tarz okuyucunun dikkatini roman \u00fczerinde yo\u011funla\u015ft\u0131rmas\u0131na b\u00fcy\u00fck katk\u0131 sa\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi eseri ilgin\u00e7 hale getiren fakt\u00f6r de oluyor. Salinger, b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0131s\u0131tlamalar\u0131na ra\u011fmen (metaforlardan sak\u0131nma, edebi bir yaz\u0131n dili kullanamama gibi) on yedi ya\u015f\u0131nda New Yorklu bir ergeni kendisine anlat\u0131c\u0131 olarak se\u00e7mi\u015f. The Catcher in the Rye<\/em>‘\u0131n “teenage skaz”\u0131n ba\u015far\u0131yla uyguland\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir roman oldu\u011funun en b\u00fcy\u00fck kan\u0131t\u0131 ise roman\u0131n son 60 y\u0131lda efsane halini alm\u0131\u015f olmas\u0131d\u0131r herhalde.<\/p>\n

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Bug\u00fcnlerde \u00e7ok yo\u011fun oldu\u011fumdan projeyi yeti\u015ftirebilmek i\u00e7in en olmad\u0131k yerlerde dahi kitap okuyorum. San\u0131r\u0131m bu sebepten sa\u011f taraftaki han\u0131mefendiyi kendime \u00e7ok yak\u0131n hissettim. Sol taraftaki han\u0131m\u0131 ise resmen k\u0131skand\u0131m.<\/p><\/div>\n

Haftaya (birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn i\u00e7inde) Vladimir Nabokov’un Lolita<\/em>‘s\u0131n\u0131 Fancy Prose (tumturakl\u0131 d\u00fczyaz\u0131 \u00fcslubu)[1]<\/span> konusuna \u00f6rnek oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in konu\u015faca\u011f\u0131z. Lolita ne harika bir roman ama de\u011fil mi?<\/p>\n

[1] Fancy Prose’a “s\u00fcsl\u00fc d\u00fczyaz\u0131” demeyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum ama Fatih \u00d6zg\u00fcven’in bu \u015fekilde \u00e7evirdi\u011fini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce “tumturakl\u0131 d\u00fczyaz\u0131”y\u0131 kullanmaya karar verdim.<\/span><\/p>\n

[\u0130lk iki g\u00f6rselin telif haklar\u0131 yay\u0131nc\u0131 kurulu\u015flara aittir. G\u00fczelonlu’da bilgilendirme ama\u00e7l\u0131 kullan\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.]<\/span><\/h5>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Diyece\u011fim, bunca okuldan bunca yerden ayr\u0131ld\u0131m da bir kez olsun ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 anlayamad\u0131m. Tiksinirim bundan. Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u00fc ya da k\u00f6t\u00fc olmas\u0131 umurumda de\u011fil, ama bir yerden ayr\u0131ld\u0131m m\u0131 oradan ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmeliyim. Bilmezseniz, daha \u00e7ok koyar insana. J.D. Salinger ile tan\u0131\u015fmama size daha \u00f6nce de bahsetti\u011fim derginin ilk say\u0131s\u0131 vesile olmu\u015ftu. Pek \u00e7o\u011funuzun aksine yazar\u0131n ilk okudu\u011fum kitab\u0131 The Catcher in the Rye de\u011fil, dergide yeni \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in reklam\u0131 yap\u0131lan Dokuz \u00d6yk\u00fc‘yd\u00fc. Bu haftaki okumalar i\u00e7in elimdeki Salinger k\u00fclliyat\u0131n\u0131 tekrar ortaya d\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde hat\u0131rlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m detaylar ortaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. \u00d6rne\u011fin kitab\u0131 Zonguldak’taki Gen\u00e7ler Sahaf isimli bir d\u00fckkandan alm\u0131\u015f\u0131m (Dokuz \u00d6yk\u00fc‘n\u00fcn i\u00e7inden kitab\u0131n reklam\u0131n\u0131n oldu\u011fu bir ayra\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. \u00dczerine kocaman harflerle “Zonguldak Hat\u0131ras\u0131” yazm\u0131\u015f\u0131m). O g\u00fcnleri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde \u015fehri ziyaret etmi\u015f olmam garip gelmedi. Ama ayn\u0131 \u015feyi bu kitab\u0131 oradan alm\u0131\u015f olmam i\u00e7in s\u00f6yleyemeyece\u011fim. \u015eimdi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum da Salinger’\u0131n bendeki ilk intibas\u0131 “deh\u015fetli” bir be\u011feni olmu\u015f olmal\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Dokuz \u00d6yk\u00fc‘y\u00fc Burcu’ya okumas\u0131 i\u00e7in verdi\u011fimi hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. Burcu o g\u00fcnlerini Asimov d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda kaybolarak ge\u00e7iren bir arkada\u015f\u0131md\u0131 ve \u00fcnl\u00fc bilimkurgu kitaplar\u0131n\u0131 ke\u015ffetmekle me\u015fgul bu gence t\u00fcr\u00fc bilimkurgu olmayan bir kitab\u0131 okumas\u0131 i\u00e7in tavsiye (ve muhtemelen \u0131srar) ediyorsam o kitaba “a\u015f\u0131r\u0131 derecede” g\u00fcveniyor olmam gerekiyordu. Sonras\u0131nda, o g\u00fcnlerimde taklit etti\u011fim kuzenimin kitaplar\u0131 aras\u0131nda G\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00e7elen‘i bulmu\u015f ve tan\u0131d\u0131k bir yazarla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fman\u0131n verdi\u011fi sevin\u00e7le […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":500,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[42,104],"tags":[170,166,105,168,167,175,176,169,164,171,173,174,172,145,177,163,107,165],"post_mailing_queue_ids":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/462"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=462"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/462\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3794,"href":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/462\/revisions\/3794"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/500"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=462"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=462"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/guzelonlu.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=462"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}